tomorrow is the REAL start of my exams. i'm kinda still slacking, not mugging yet, but i don't know why i feel stressed. maybe i'm just worrying too much about how will i do and what results will i get, after all my parents are the ones who are going to collect my report book on the last day of school. i hope they won't like lecture me in front of all my classmates again, because i got a feeling that i won't meet up to their expectations though i did try to work harder. last semester is going to pull me back down again. damn.
argh whatever, i asked ziying and tiffany over to my house today. they're coming later to study with me. i hope i can get the motivation to really study and yeah, feel accomplished or something. i think i'm quite fast, or so what ziying says. i almost finished revising geography, just that i left a few chapters which i'm just to lazy to finish up. =\ and i'm finishing science fast, i only left the sec 1 chapters to do and a few more hard chapters, will be able to finish up by this week i guess. but i'm tired and yeah i'm stressed. i hpoe i don't give up halfway. i still got lots to do on literature and maths, and i wasn't even planning to revise these in the first place. but i think i'm going to fail maths horribly, sure i can calculate stuffs, but when it's EXAM QUESTIONS it's a whole different thing. i start to panic without a calcualtor, and give up easily because i can't think straight. ms ngau gave the whole class a personalised card though, to bring us good luck. she's a good and a really nice teacher actually, but too bad maths teachers aren't in my favour except for ms koh, my last year's teacher. ms ngau wrote on the card "all the best, believe in yourself, jia you!" and blah blah. real sweet ne. i hope i can though, i don't really have much confidence for maths. and it's almost zero. oh yeah, i haven't touched my chinese yet.
man, i just hope that i don't screw up this exams. and after next week, i'll enjoy life and do so many things that i wanna do, and practically just go crazy. next year is going to be a whole start, but before i go on to next year, i gotta go through these few days first.
i can do it (:
{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode
A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D
Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good.
With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings.
Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality.
Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life.
Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.
Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.
♥REITA,
just because.
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